enhelen:

please, let me end this at peace, able to breath my only existence into the future.

I should never forget this experience. Matter of fact, I should have written it down; all my fears and wishes i had, actually, wishes that i always have but because of the comforting bubble i like to live in, day by day, i never get to act on.

Only an event of such grandeur can put things into perspective. When life radically changes in a way that it snatches your stability, that’s when you become aware of your persona and the power you have just by existing here and now. It’s like waking up or raising to the surface of a water or being resuscitated. It’s being alive. A state of being we often forget.

I owe myself to remember this day so i can be a better self.

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She’s one of the drawings i’ve done in the past months..but the one that I’ve shared in the same past months.

Not that i feel it represents some kind of worthiness to be shared. I just felt like letting it go.

She comes in a day of intense doubtfullnes.

She showed itself to me, like a star on the dark sky. She was the one who hold my emotions and didn’t let me drown on that day.